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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

With Jen and Kat!!

Sun is back!!

hahaha... i finally changed my blogskin. It took me like 2 hrs plus to complete. Oops!! too slow?? How to study Biz It in SMU?? haha!! Nvm.. i will def catch up wif the rest... Btw, i'm going to read up on some IT stuff when Emerge is Over. Today?? i think is quite a boring day for me. Wat i did was slp, watch tv and go online. But be4 i did all these, i went for my 4th driving lessons. Wow!! it's exciting can?? My instructor asked me to go up n down slope. I was so nervous that my engine kip on stalling. Oh no!! When i looked at my instructor's face, he was like ..... Oh no!! i dun mean to scare n disappoint him. But i cant help it!!! my whole leg was trembling "vigorously", my hands were super numb, my brain and ear were like frozen to death momentarily. Oops!! I almost cried when i was driving; think i'm too stressed up!! At abt 4 plus, the "air- con uncles" came to "rescue "my air-con. Now, i'm enjoying my air con. Hahaha!! Another thing to rejoice is my daddy is sponsoring half of my Hk trip. ( that was my birthday gift) Hmm.. haha!!! wat a blessed 19th birthday!!!

Monday, May 28, 2007

yea!!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

tired!!
These few days r so busy till i got tired... Mon- Driving lesson at 430pm then give tuition. Tues- Go n make my passport, unfortunately, there're too many ppl til i went bugis wif sandy. ( i lost my passport photo = ( ) Wed- Went to comfort driving to renew my acct then went to ICA building again to make my passport then went marina square wif zhen for a 1 hr plus plus hair cut then went back to bra besah to purchase a bk for my student then go bak to city hall to meet cell grp for fellowship. Thurs- Driving at 1200pm then went shopping wif mummy at bugis. Fri- went bugis wif jac ah yi. Sat- went to usher suppt then bs then svc then foodfair then joan's hse. Until 12am then i reached home. Sun- went cg at bro's hse then went for global day of prayer. Wow! super tired la.. 12 hrs of slp oso not enuf... So tired..But i think it's meaningful. Sometimes, i may think i'm not ready to accept a higher position in usher cos there're too amny thingd for me to learn. The standards are yet to be reached. Haiz.. i need some time.. i wld like to be more rational such that everything i wil noe how to handle . But..... maybe i'm a perfectionst, tat's y??? Nvm... i'm stil striving.. Like wat alvin told me ushering is not abt filling seats but to touch ppl's life so if i cant filled up every seats in my zone, i dun need to be that upset. But i wan the spirit of excellence.. yea!! striving!!!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

hihi!!! an exciting news to share; i got my SAT exam results!! i think i passed ba... i failed my critical reading wif a bad grade of 37%, but a jus pass for my writing section (57%) which i considered gd cos i dun even understand the whole passage at all, how to write like this???, a gd grade for maths section (93%), an unexcepted grade of 8/12 for my essay writing( hahaha!! i dun noe i can wrie essay; wat's a miracle!!). overall, i score 1670 which is above above average!! hahah!! YEa!! After much nagging n persuasion, my mummy finally brought me out to shop. i'm soooo bored at home can??? i bought 2 t shirts fro a bouquet which cost 20 dollars each, a popeye shirt fro bossini, another shirt fro M industries, 4 pairs of socks and a cheap cheap, big big luggage bag of 19.90 dollars. Then, mummy saw a mini skirt which she thinks is super nice. W/o checking the price, i went into the fitting room n try. It's fitting but the price??? a skirt for 119 dollars.. Hmm.. not worth at all can?? i think the shop need some promotion or else ...... ( No la! i'm not tat bad) i felt like buying another shirt leh. A super high class bouquet with 50% discount leh!! But too bad, mummy said not nice, it's plain then walked away.. Not fun!! i felt like getting tat shirt when i get my nxt tuition fee.
After last afternoon praying wif all the usher leaders, i took up a step of faith to pray for cell grp. Wow!! i shall step out a step of faith to pray in cell grp this sun though it's a combined one wif bro's cell grp ( bro is my first cell grp leader)
Go ting!! = )

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

finally, blogspot is alrite!!
yea1!! Emerge is drawing near!! but no!!! the frenz i'm reaching out rejected my invitation... haiz... ai yo!! why like that?? Nvm!! i believe one day my prayer wil be met!! I learnt a ot of things over last weekend in church. The pt that really strike my heart is abt forgiveness.. As u noe i'm veri disappointed in a grp of frenz in jc or rather i'm veri upset n angry wif them. Y they treat me like this?? sometimes when my mom asked me abt them, i'll be super cold n sacrastic. i noe this attitude is wrong.. But on sat, i forgive them. i shall not think abt the past and talk bad abt them. is like no point.. i wan to be more like christ but if i kip holding on to the past n hatred, i will nv be like HIM... On sat, i was doing echo 2. At first, i think it's veri cool. it's the secong time i hold a set but the first time i used it for my duty. the first time was wif Bro Alex Chou. I was his runner; he gave me the set so that i can learn something. Then , last sat is the second time. WOW!!! it's veri super difficult to coordinate leh... Most of the time i din hear wat's going on when i'm serving the ppl be4 the svc. Haiz... i think i need to put more effort the nxt time. ..oh ya!!! can u imagine be4 the duty, i had meetimg wif the team leaders, section leaders n grp leader? then i was to pray wif them.. Oh man!! i'm a little afraif n anxious... i dun noe wat to sae.. then in the end, i prayed a littlr.. but i need it's stil okies la... First time i take a step of faith to pray in front of all the leaders... Hmmm... i think God really give me a lot of opportunity. I realized not all the helpers r given a chance to take a zone and be runners for the chief usher and section learder.. Thank God for that.... On sun, i felt a little guilty. i almost fell asleep during svc. Oh man!!! is it too early? or i slept too late??? but i managed to catch the sermon... On mon, i went for my 3rd driving lesson.. Wow!! Scary leh!! i drove at a speed of 60km/h. Wow!! an improvement of 40km/h. But i need to improve myself in driving round a bent!! Good job!! ting!! i deserve a pat on the shoulder.
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

wat a day!! maybe it's the result of staying at home and roting for too long ba...i went for a job interview today as a tution coordinator but it was not that successful.. i hv to pay 30 bucks for a software n a file containing all the details.. but i hv to find my own students. how? how to find? my network is not that wide... earning comission is so difficult can?? it's like sarah shouting at ppl ( which i think is veri rare) NVM!!! i can do it de.. go ting!!
after that i heard fro raine that she has her wisdom tooth extracted. ouch!! that's painful!!! hope she's alrite!! every believer who read my blod pls pray for her.. she need healing now... tc raine...( btw, raine is my cgl) sometimes, i think i cant adapt to the new cg; everyone is all paired up in my cg but me??? No!! everyone except a few of us is attached.. sometimes, i feel a little sad n start questioning god y i dun hv.. not a single guy came into my life.. hmm.. so be it.. u noe when i was playing a pschological qn; the one dearest to me is God n no one else... Yes!! God is my dearest abba..Back to my cell grp.... sometimes, i dun feel the belonging. though ppl kip encouraging me but i cant feel their geniune feeling n care for me.. hmmm.. onli raine!! she always care a lot for me.. she's the onli one who really love n care for me.. the rest?? i cant feel that they r really caring.. Raine, u rox!! no matter, i wil walk wif u.. n try my best to adapt..
Nxt, i hv no money le.. actually i hv but i dun wan to spend.. weird me!! but i jus wan to save a lot a lot of money.. haha!! weirdo!!
Nxt, i finished my fav Korean drama... i nv c the mian actress n actor be4 in any Korean drama but i jus love them..
BTW, how's u? my dear lao po Sarah.. i miss u a lot!! y din contact me le? how're u?? wat're u doing?? miss my godmother n godfather a lot too!! haha!! jus kidding...~ the end~