eat, slp, eat, slp!! after emerge conference, i had been sick n fell into the demonic state of eating n slping. Oh no!! i think i'm getting fatter. Yesterday, i cant get into slp. then a duel song came to my mind; Xuan Zhe. This song reminds me of jonathan. This is the song he used to sing to me when we r together. This song brought me to the past i had wif him. There're a lot of first time with him like the first nite in east coast beach, the first kiss, the first proposal fro him.... i rmb the proposal dearly; the venue was at a void deck. He jus knelt down n asked if i wld like to marry him in 7 yrs time when we r both financially stable. Then i told him" dear if we break up nxt time, can u pls promise me that u wil patch back after a few weeks" Now, i realised i'm so naive. The first break-up is a few days. The second one is a few weeks. The third one is forever!! But i nv regret knowing jon. Is he brought me to City Harvest. Is he told me nv give up on this church. Is he plant "this seed" into a fruitful church where i'm in now. Is he who teach me how to love god n love my own life. Thanx!! All the best to u n tricia. I hope u wil come back to church one day with tricia. Let her be part of this big family n know abt god. This is jus a sudden thoughts... it wil get away soon..
i had been talking to my team mbrs these 2 days. Hope wat i sae they wil appreciate. Usher ministry is not jus a ministry. Is a step to draw near to God. I rmb recently when i'm sick, i asked god if it's ok that i dun go cos i'm sick. Then God told me the more i dun wan to go i more i shld go. Though ministry is tough n diff to cope, i love to serve. Always thru serving, i communicate wif God. He wil encourage me when i'm down. Thanx daddy god!!