hey hey!!! i'm back..
oh man!! i'm stil dwelling in my re-elw test!! God!! sorry!! i'm disobedient child of urs... u hv told me not to worry but i'm stil pondering whether i did hear the rite voice!!! sorry!!! think i'm listening to so many worship songs le ba... this feeling of mine kip surfacing in my mind... sorry abba!! i stil love u a lot... the one who nv gif up on me when the whole world turn heir their back at me!!! my dearest abbba!!! even my parents may forsake me but nv wil u do this to me!!! love u dearest abba daddy!!! nv wil i backslide fro ur presence, fro my church... i tx u for giving me such a great church.. i'll nv be ashamed of it!! instead, i wil tell n proclaim to the world i'm fro CITY HARVEST CHURCH.. like it a not, i'm foreva their mbrs.. the passion i hv in u n the church wil be like rain, oil n fire.. nv die off... if one day, the fire dies off, the rain dry up n oil is burnt out, i'll make the effort to start it all over again.. my dearest abba!!!
abba!!! i saw him again today!!! seriously i dun noe wat is love?? i wan real love???
a... wait wait.... i noe wat is real love.. is ur love for me!!! nv forsake me! love me even i lost the passion... allow me to stay in ur presence foreva.. allow urself to dwell in muy heart... is he the one?? or perhaps, he 's my mr ideal... how i hop he is placed there for my sake!! but........ i wil nv disobey u... when u sae no, i wil stop.. when u sae yes, i wil proceed on... i tx u for being there foreva for me... i nv feel so comfortable like today; writing a journal to u!!!