haha!!! i lost weight le!!! i dun even need to unbutton to take it out!! haha!! yea man!! 2 ++ weeks onli leh!! i think i wil reach my ideal weight of 45kg soon... yea yea!!! but my mama is like "u look so ugly now!!" same thing- she starts blaming church.. haiz!!! pls pray for me!!!
btw, i think i screwed up for my presentation today!! sob!! haiz.. dun noe wat happened to me!! my mind jus went blank.. i hv a new strategy; nxt presentation i wil either get notes or draw pic since i'm rather visual. hmmm.. though it was a sda thing that i screwed up my presentationn, i jus prayed that the other grp which present in the 2nd week din do well as well.. hahah!! evil me!!! i really wan to be a gd testimony in the marketplace. i wan to tell my mama n daddy that though i go church, i stil can manage my studies well.. if i score well, hopefully, they wil sponsor me for my SOT nxt yr.. yep yep!! i think i wil be going SOT nxt yr.. still praying abt it!!!
the infatuation is making me suffer now!!! still i'm suffering... the spirit in me is always against god!!! throw u out!!! throw u out!!!!!! throw u out!!!! u r so bad!!! y u make me suffer!!!! i hate u bad spirit!!!
*** gd result+ gd attitude+ gd testimony in church n mktplace+ gd cpmlexion+ gd realtionship wif u my god and my dearest family and frenz+ gd vision+ gd focus= my onli desire