Traumatize by datelines and mutli- assignments and projects..
ya u r rite yi han!! my enthusiasm is like no longer there!! i feel tired at times.. i feel like resting be4 i move on.. d.besides sch stress, i'm rather pressurized by the upcoming helpers n leaders outing.. it muz be organised wif a higher standard... but til now, the feedback i get fro the chief usher is not veri gd. He expects more fro me.. oh man!! i need wisdom.. sometimes, i really feel like crying out loud; releasing all my stress which is bottled up in me. but i'm the one who always control my tears..maybe it is really the challenging time for me ba.. is where i wil be transformed n grow up to a big gal'; someone who wun cry over small matters, cry over stress and etc.... but thru this period of time, i knew a few frenz.. they r always there for me.. like the ushers i have been working wif, they make me feel so loved. despite of my D, they really care n love me . i can feel the love from them.. tx guys!! another one is joel.. he's always helping me.. i dun noe if god has sent this bro- in- christ to help me. i suppose so.. tx dude!! u r my best proj mate n frenz!!
everything wil be alrite soon!! i will c the light directing me veri veri soon!!! i'll walk out of darkness soon!! god, i pray for ur anointing n wisdom.. i dun wan to be anyone else who miss u even if u r jus 0.0000000005m away fro them.. i wan to pull myself closer to u... let me work in ur power... ya??
Expecting something significant tml! i oso sun noe wat's tat?? this is wat GOD told me the other day!! tve or -ve??? dun noe..
off to finish my proj..
bb..