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3 most impt men in my life passed away!!!
first, is my grandpa ( my mummy's daddy) in 2002
second is my beloved beloved beloved beloved grandpa ( my daddy's daddy) in 2004
third is my grand-uncle ( my mummy's aunt husband)

since yping, i was brought up by my most beloved grandpa.. i stil rmb how he protect me when my mummy tried to whack me (perhaps, i'm too naughty le ba!!!) my beloved grandpa will always hugged me tightly, telling my mummy if u wan to whack her, whack me first!!! c how protective he is.. i really love him a lot.. his fav dish is duck's leg!! but it's oily , my dear ye ye!! i used to tell him that.. both of us are always aiming for the duck's leg!! haha!! always yeye surrender it to me!!! how sweet he is!! when i was in sec sch, i start to draw away from family n closer to my frenz.. from then on, i hardly visit him... i rmb after my prelims, he kip urging my daddy to bring me to him .. but i had already promised my frenz to go out n hv fun so i din go.. after a few days, i receive a call from my grandma telling me that my yeye was hospitalized.. he went into a state of unconsciousness.. i teared when i got to the hospital.. shld not believe that!! i cried out asking him to wake up but he couldn't. i saw that he was trying veri hard but he really cant. when i shouted his name, he teared!! yeye!! veri sorry... after 2 weeks, he passed away.. when i heard abt it, i fell down on the floor.. knocking my head on the floor.. i shld nt believe that!! my yeye!! u haven seen me !! y u left me like this!! plus the nxt day is my o level physics practical exam.... yeye yeyeye!!!! rest in peace!! i wun disappoint u!!! tx for all ur guidance all this while.. ting ting love u!! u always live in my heart!! tx for ur sacrfice!!! love u always...

i jus received the msg that my grand uncle passed away this afternoon!!! again, i shld nt believe that!! i was talking to him not long ago.. io noe he had cancer disease but i nv expected that!! oit is so soon!! i really cant take it.. i kip deceiving myself that he is stil alive but........... no ting.. he's died!! yes!! he is!!! he is no longer existing!!! he died when he was bathing!!! he died when he was naked! he died when he was kneeling down!!! this is so cruel!!!!!he n my grand aunt do not hv any children so since young when my mummy is busy, she will always ask my grand uncle and aunt to take care of me.. so a relationship is built up.. we nv fail to vist them every new yr and occasionally some time in the yr... my grand uncle used to dote me a lot.. he always bought "hacks" for me!! i nv wan to eat that again!! he reminds me of him!!! it's painful!!! maybe i stil need time.. going to his wake tml nite after meeting prof for bgs major proj and wed after the biz IT talk.. let me c him once again!! bb... my grand uncle... love u tooo!!!!