oOoooh mannnnnn!!!!
my end yr exam is coming!!!!! in ard onme week!!!
started mugging le la.....
haiiiiizzz!!! i wil do it well..
pst sae if i can see my results, i can hv it..
yep yep!!! i can see u my "A" so i can get it...

Changes
there are a lot of changes in life..
as the church is moving to a whole new level, changes are inevitable; changes in the ministry, cg and etc..
for me, i hate changes since young.. i hate separation too... i hate the feeling of loneliness and emptiness... BUT........... still... i muz be able to handle them...
This period of time is really challenging.. besides handling the stress of my exam, i stil need to handle my emotion.... like wat bro told me once; a church staff whom he noe id veri emotional bvut then she noe how to handle n control her emotion.. now, she's a successful woman...
stepping out of my comfort zone is a dff task for me.. but then..... i stil believe everything happen for a certain reason... during this period of time, if u think that i'm not doing well, pls encpurage me... is not abt appealing to pity; is really difficult but manageable...

Last duty and "supper"
yesterday was my last duty with all the peeps in grp 2. During the whole duty, i din think much; i jus focus on wateva thing i had to do... i dun wan to tear again!!! again.. i wil miss my team esp those leaving for JW; angelin, jeremy and li hui.. the rest too; cheryl, hui yi, davin, justin , my xiao han han (jin han), joo hie. think i mentioned everyone le ba... except the new usher; felicia.. din really talk to her be4.. so.. ya!!! i really app this team.. this team is wif me for ard 6 mths and it's my first team!!! miss u guys lotz.... i wan to tx my SL, hui erl.. though sometimes, i din do my duty well and jus expected, you stil give me opportunity and guide me along... u r my 2nd SL but feel like i had learned a lot of things fro u.. u r the one who nv give up on me!!! who give me chances to learn!! she is the one who kip promoting me!!!tx lao da!!! wil miss u lotz too.. and of course my supper gang; jen, bao, fen, jeff, matt, alex yiu, jeremy, joyce, su shan, jean, yong quan, alvin, wan yun, melvin, gaius, jia yi, wan xiyu, zhi xiu..... esp to my ai; tx for all these while.. tx for ur guidance and be my listening ear wheneva i'm down... nv fail to cheer me up when i'm down.. tx for this friendship... fro my helper to my frenz to my betta frenz and to my ai ai... and to bao... u tooo... tx for this frienship u hv built... i really app u guys a loot...
Shock
was at bro's make up cg jus now...
during his preaching, he suddenly mention abt my calling..
" like ting ting, god asked here to go to cg ministry n be a cgl but she jus choose to miss this opportunity and be a team ic in usher!!!"
oh man!!! that's shocked me!!!
huh!!! me??? CGL???? i nv tot of it..
tat make me rmb abt wat my frenz told me..
"u r stil in usher ministry?? i tot u r in cg ministry le"
huh????
"u hv the look la"
CGL stil hv look de huh???
oh man!!!
i shared wif my cgl, lorraine jus now..
she told me" i told u ur calling is in cg not usher le, but since u insist then go ahead lor!!!"
is my calling in cg?? no!! i prayed one yr ago, god reveal to me is usher ministry..
"u go n pray abt it ba!!!"
ya..
i shall go n pray abt it!!!
but then, i stil think taht my calling is usher ministry..
i really enjoy smiling and touching the heart of the congregation..
as for cg wise is abt touching the heart of my cgm...
is not wat i want!!!
shock!!!!