Hey hey!!!

too much things to blog but dun really hv time to sit down and start blogging..
there are so much things happening ard me recently...

Result
i got back all my results le... it's nt wat i really wan but i stil wan to tx god for his strength to hold on there!!! and i think there is always reason behind everything that has happened.. Anyway, i got an A-, 3 B, 1 B-. Well, i guess i wil hv to look for a different strategy to cope with my studies and my ministry and my CG. yep yep... there will be a soln soon.. Bye, Sem 1.. Looking forward to Sem 2, my SOT and my scholarship.. God's promises wil nv fail; He promised to make me one of the best students in SMU, he will def gif me the strength to do so.. Yep yep!!! wat i learnt from my best sister, Karen is "Walk with God and you will nv find urself lost in the crowd; in the darkness!!!" Amen to that!!!

Ministry
currently,i'm taking Team A and B as Cindy is nt ard in Singapore.. Seriously, it's nt easy to cope.. On Mon, i felt that pressure that i cried out... Though it's gd opportunity, i jus cant strtech myself to the max ba... Then when i'm praying, God suddenly reminded me that as i'm raising up in this minstry, i will def get alot of pressure.. i stl rmb he asked me whether i'm willing to walk this narrow, dark and tough path, i cried and tell god" Yes, i'll willing to." Now this tough path seems so near to me.. But god told me this is jus the beginning. Faint!!! where's my preservance???? at that moment, i really felt so lousy but ...... i'm still willing to take up this challenge...

Breakaway camp
I'm the team leader in the zone camp!! Y me??? so scary can!!! but then, i stil went up to take this challenge lorraine gave me... went to the meeting with all the zone leaders with pst Aries.. Wow!! this is the first time i'm so near to pst Aries, the anointed man of god!! The pst in CHC and the millionaire. Wow!!!

was touched by god when pst preach abt how we noe is the holy spirit's voice??
1. We shld always fall back t the pt of reference; to the word of God
*God will nv tell u that this gal or guy is designed for u. It 's creepy can?? haha!!!

Next, there is 4 stages of encountering with god:
a. Passion
*Passion is veri personal cos it's based on ur own decision.
b. Purpose
c. Prayer
*the length of our prayer, how long we raise our hands to worship and pray, loudness of our praise and worship
d. Leading to another encounter

Most of the time, we are so caught up with our own stuff and problem and often ask god to "save" us fro the situation first.... but............. WE SHLD NT LOOK AT OUR OWN PROBLEM BUT WE SHLD MEET THE NEED OF THE OTHERS FORST!!!!

will upload all the video and pic soon!!!

Friendship Vs Relationship

Friendship is more impt to me... Friends las a live time unlike relationship.. recently, i experience a lot of broken relationship; my brother and wei tian.. they are already planning to get married but..... accident do happen ya??? some of my friends tooo.. they are treating relationship like candle. so vulnerable.. wat i learnt fro pst kong is relationship is more like a commitment than feeling... if u think u cant commit, then dun get into one.. y dun u guys lean abt each other more be4 getting into one?? i learnt from my past experience. me n jon din really noe each other veri well. we r jus attracted to each other's appearance but nt heart.. both of us rushed into a relationship which is bt fruitful... rather sad abt that.. cos i really put all my heart in. Due to this lack of understanding, we broke up after 3 mths . Now, i'm renewed by God.. my heart is renewed!! every part of me is renewed!! i noe wat i need!! i noe god's timing and season!!! i noe wat god wan me to do now!!! so yuppie!!!