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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Hey Hey!!!

Wenting is feeling

1. nervous
2. Nervous
3. NERvous
4. NERVOus
5. NERVOUS

I'm feeling super super nervous now!!! My PP driving test is less than 24 hrs from now.. Kip dreaming abt that.... Oh man!!!

Wenting needs:

1. Faith and Confidence
2. FAITH and Confidence
3. FAITH AND Confidence
4. FAITH AND CONFIDENCE
5. FAITH AND CONFIDENCE!!!!!!!

Wenting needs God!!! Abba, grant me peace, faith and confidence that oi will pass tml PP and fro tml onwards, i can be a blessing to the ppl ard me; i can drive my mbrs home after CG esp the younger ones, i can drive my usher leaders and friends to church in case we r late for pre svc duty meeting..

God!!!!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Hey!!!!

A lot of things happened over the past few days...

On fri, i'm shocked abt the proj and its dateline... Inside my heart, i was thinking " no leisure for the nxt few weeks!!!" oh man!! think nxt week wil be the most xiong week ba... havoing mny driving test on the sat so wil hv a lot of practise this coming week plus so many proj coming up!!! chiong huh!!!! focus focus!! maximise maximise!!! Was taking testimony on fri CG.. Oh man!!! this is my first time!! think i screwed it up!! kip stumbling and feeling a loss of words... Indeed, i'm rite. cos when lorraine evaluate me, she told me 8 big mistakes!!!! my biggest mistake: kip saeing okies, ya, then, hmmm....wil be betta nxt time..

sat went for Jen leow's matrimony despite of the heavy workload!! but i really enjoy myself ther.. this is my first time attending such grand matrimony.. Congra!!!

Here are some of the pic:

Me n jen dolling up:

At the matrimony:

On the bus back to expo:

At expo:

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

" Father, hope and faith to be released in every leaders!"
- heard abt this fro one of the live song, Jesus at ur name we bow our knees.

I heard this is the word for every leader either in the marketplace, as well as, the church..
As the church is going to have our 4th svc at JW, things will start to change; devil will start entering thru any gates or doorway. This is the time where we muz be focused in our direction, encounter with god and nothing else... Jus feel that sometimes even if we lose heart in the things we are doing or lose heart when wat we desire has nt come true, but guys, knock and seek for it ya??? Esp the leaders, we cant fall!! if we fall, our sheep will fall as well.. How to build a string church if such things happen.. I heard of some leaders who fall when the church is growing; their stories are just horrifying.. = (

Weird!! jus hv the urge of blogging abt this!!!! =)

btw, recently, i'm getting busier.. Esp when all the proj starts to come in, all the quizzes start to bombard me, as well as, my time... Sometimes, i jus feel so sianz abt sch... Esp in the morning where i really feel tired and hungry!!! haha!!! But then, wat i jus sae; i need to motivate myself... =)

Got a new tuition job that i'm praying for all these while.. PTL!!! Finally, i got it!! i'll be earning 300 bucks per month... though it's quite something to me, i'll lose soem time for myself.. and it means i need to be more focused when i'm doing my stuff.. yep yep!!! =)

off to slp!! blog again then..

Monday, January 14, 2008

Happy birthday to Bao, Gaius and Charles!!!!

I wan to tx bao for always being there for me!! yep yep!!! the guidance n love i get fro u is undesirable.. Tx tx.. Tx for being such a gd sister to me.. Txtx.. Happy birthday!!!

I oso wan to tx Gaius; tx his guidance all these while... He;s the one who really use veri strict methid to train me up.. stil rmb u always get so angey with me that u dun wan to talk to me.. haha!! tat was the past.. but ur guidance will pull me thru the darkest pt in my ministry life.. txtx.. As promise, u will be my nxtsection leader, i'll be ur mtl(hey is main tem leader nt ministry team leader hor)

To charles.. Happy birthday.. Welcum to our big family; E376... Hope u hv a wonderful time fellowshipping with us.. i believe this 2008 will be a life changing yr for u... Go Charles...

Went for my first 2008 PM today!!! hmmm.. i think is gd; it's time to pary up our spirit man. i wun get any opp to pray fly off.. esp in this coming yr, i foresee a lot of changes in my life.. so it's gd to build myself strong in the LORD.. btw, it's my first time praying in front of "so many" ppl.... though is jus 10 or so, i considered it as big.. i dun even dare to pray in front of ppl except my CG n within my own usher grp( Rmb the first time i pray with the chief usher, Section leaders n the team leaders when i'm still a helper... so scary.. i kip feeling a loss for words..) yea!!!

Jus now as we r going for supper, yihan asked if i can lead prayer meeting for Uni Y.. I blooked at him with a face if shock... "U muz be joking!! haha! Cannot be la..." Self condemming again??? haha.. hopefully nt... I'll take up the challenge soon.. but nt now ya??? haha... i nid to pray more n be led by the spirit... yep yep..

=)

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Hey hey!!!

It have been a tough week for me!!! I can sae a lot of things happened this week which really disheartened me.. In term of attendance, i'm disappointed. In term of quality, i think there is more room to work at. In term of attitude, i think every of us needs to change and be more chrsit -like; i think over this week, my attitude really cant make it! I can see myself getting impatient. Ya? i think prob i needs to work on it on this 2008.

This is the first time i really cried out! It's really veri disheartening... but after crying, i felt refreshed and charged up to continue working on it. haha!!! I'm so sorry to the person who listen to me at that point of time. Sorry!! noe u r nt feeling well yet u stil listen to all the sobbing... and tx for that; really appreciate you as my senior and frenz!!! After that, i msged lorraine abt it. in less than 1 hr, she caled and talked to me. Instaed of consoling me, she blasted me again!! ha!! (actually, the way she discipled me is thru blasting la!!) She really talk sense (of course la!! she's my CGL leh!) and gif me several soln.. something i really rmbed "ting, this is reality; this is all abt ministry life" She aded telling me that i nid to have a breakthru in my team management; so wat of i handle ppl that help me and nvfail to obey and submit to me in the past. i shld expet this to happen everytime. I nid to break out fro my comfort zone and hv more capacity to handle such situation. She then sae that i nid to manage my own expectation. ya, true!!! i nid to change in this area; a mindset of a comfort zone...

The nxt day, i was talking to Yihan. Can see that he was burdened abt something that day but dun dare to ask him.. haha!! i oso dun noe y?? haha!! Nvm.. He sae the same thing; manage my own expectations. Regarding the weird weird guy in my team, i shld hv some wisdoma nd hand him over to a brither to handle.. he might be my sheep but i nis to have wisdom la.. He oso told me taht i think i shld share with u guys out there; Our life shld be built on prayer. Even our confidence level comes fro god. It is so natural that as u began to interact with god, u wil jus have the confidence that u wil do alrite. ya! Amen!!! Regarding promotion, it's oso built on prayer... One dun need to ask for it, grab opp to achieve it.. one jus nid to pray and have a strong relationship.. Automatically, it wil come to past.. rite Yihan?? rite guys out there... A revealation to me..

Rite now.. I feel more relaxed.. i dun need to care abt anything; jus my time with God. Cos i noe HE determine my life... so ya!!! here i come!!

=)

Realy wan to tx ppl in my life like my cgl, Lorraine; my sl, Jasmine; my fellow leaders, Wenlong, Cassandra and Cindy; my senior cum frenz; esp Yihan and Daniel; my cgm, esp anthea, jaslyn, ai zhen....

a great yr ahead!!

Monday, January 7, 2008

Today is the first day of sch!!!!
Think is rather fun; dun noe why jus feel motivated to study!!!
Yea!!!! this term, i'll do fine!!! jia you ting!!!!

LTB - my first LTB lesson is fun; this shld all credit to my team mates, Prof and TA.. haha!!! i think i really do a lot of things that spoil my own image lor!!!!! haha!!! is veri natural la... dun noe y my team mates kip laughing... haha!!! btw, we hv come up with a plan for the CSP proj; we decide to work on the down- syndrome; making an impact in their lives... I was jus lokking thru the contacts i found and Karen "mummy" suggested.. Wow!! a lot to work on!!! txtxtx mummy!!! tx god i noe U, tx god who prompt me to call U!!! haha!!! txtx!!! (thibk she muz be feeling veri proud of herself now!!!jkjk!!! dun be angry ya???)

Stat B- my first Stat class is sort of boring.. haha!!! think i'm tired le ba!!! Oh ya.. tx to Yong quan!!!! tx huh!! wake me up and after that, i cant slp liao!!!! Tx yong quan!!!! haa!!! then hor.... i fell asleep in the middle of the lesson.. but for jus 10 min leh!! (haha!!! i think prof saw me slping!! oh man!!! sorry!!) then the worst thing is i had a quiz after the lesson... but then, i think is still ok!!! haha!!! hopefully, i can do well!!!!

Here ar

e some of the photo updates:

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Here are some of the pic taken in the month of dec:

Breakaway camp!!!!

G2S1 Section outing!!!

CG count down party