Hey, i'm back again...
" You are deserving of all the praises LORD
And I'm yearning to be in Your presence once more
Deep inside my heart is burning
I want to give u more
Cos You are the ONLI one I adore"
Coming into ur presence once again!!! Yesterday, i'm really convicted by Pastor Tan during the PM. Pastor shared with us how he worship God; having encounter with Him. During his break time, he will skip his meals just to be in HIS presence; praying at a corner in his school during his JC time and reading the bible, Every nite, after his parents slpt, he went down to the playground and pray!! To me, it's really a WOW!! a 17 yr old boy can be so on fire for HIM; to have an encounter with HIM!!! Then, bro's story came to my mind... Bro too.. Really a Wow to me!! his mother is veri against him going to church.. She wants him to stay at home and study. But Bro always make it a pt to run to church on Sunday morning(during hollywood times) then hv to rush back home imme after svc.. He lived in Kallang but cos of his family financal backgroung tat time, he run back home be4 his mother came back fro market... Ya.. A wow rite!!!
At times, i will jus feel so tired and unconsciously fell aslepp when i'm having my quiet time.. Then hv to make special arrangement for the next day so that i can "pay back" the time.. But the actions of Bro and Pst Tan really shot me down. As i was kneeling down and worship HIM yesterday, i jus felt veri guilty and God told me this "ting, wat is the top priority in ur life? Me and ur sch work?" I told God "You!" Then he asked me " Y do u always put ur quiet time just be4 u go to bed! Y not the first thing to wake up or come back fro sch?" Ya, Sorry God!!!
Today, Pst Phil preaches a word of season for our whole church; to have the strong anointing that takes the society by storm, to overcome the difficulties victoriously" I rmb Pst sae soemthing like" God is our supplier! He supply everything. Everything on Earth belongs to HIM. If we dun give God our tithe, Satan will get it away from us" Suddenly, a revelation came.. "
I think nt just tat, God is telling me Time is provided by HIM too... If we dun give God our time (as in sit down and worship; hv an encounter with him), Satan will get the time away from us and starts manipulating it negatively. ..
AIM: Put praying a top priority in My Life; to pray at the moment i go home!!!
Btw, i had a gd svc duty today!!! No loop holes and no incident reports.. Wow!! i really tinks that i really improve a lot fro the last duty.. Tx god for that!! Was fasting and praying for this svc duty.. God really ans all my prayers.. Yea!!!! Oso wan to tx Cindy... She makes me feel veri secure.. Noe she's nt feeling well but really make it a pt to suppt me... Tx gal... Really appreciated you a lot. Hopefully, when i do any key position, i can work with u again.. Yea!! and oso my USHERS; Jessica, Mei Jing, Jonathan, Jeremy Shing, Michael, Bevan, Rena, Aunty Nancy. U guys did a great job. Good job guys.. Continue to Jia you!!
After svc, as i was packing my stuff and preparing to go for my Counter duty, i suddenly saw a lot of security and ang moh. Wow!! y so many?? then i looked up and i saw someone who look like Pst Phil. I was there talking veri loudly to my frenz; Is it Pst Phil??" When i was asking whether i saw the wrong person, Pst Phil smiled while looking at the floor. Haha!! The joke of the day!! So happy.. Who can be that close to Pst Phil unless u r the stage usher, security or any other pst? a distance of less than 1 metre from Pst leh!! hah!! veri proud and happy! He looked very very young; rather different from looking at him on teh LCD screen.. JJus different. He seemed to carry the anointing of God! So string so powerful!!
I saw BB today!!! haha!! so excited over him and his smile... My mentor and my SU-SU!!! knew him fro pur zone camp.. He's under my care tat time.. Haha!!! so weird!! he nv fail to make me laugh and smile.. I rmb him telling me "ur calling shld nt be controlled by anyone; is u urself... I noe u r stressed over CG nad Usher.. which to choose? if u really feel like going to usher ministry, jus go ahead... Cos no one noe where is ur calling since is betw u and God!! Dun stress ok??"
Haha!!! Til now, i kip mediating on his word! Stil rmb the word he share with us in the zone camps... How i wish he can be Younger!!! though he's nt exceptionally gd looking and smart and what i really desired from my other half, i think i wil prefer someone like Him. Someone wil bring me closer to God, someone who will make me smile and laugh. Someone really cares for me!! Status?? No longer matters! (Lorraine will be shocked abt this!! Haha!! ) haha!!!
Saw Ben song and Ernest today too... They sae they wil help me with my presentation.. yea!!!
Btw,Ben, Gd job done.. I heard the zone concert is gd... Though i'm nt there, but jus wan to sae Xin Ku le...
Jus tink ppl fro my zone is jus wonderful!!! =)
